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In the Shadow of Bones
Third Metacarpal – Right Hand
Day 1
The sun hung low, just floating above a sea that looked like chocolate
syrup.
“This isn’t necessary, Rick.”
I moved slowly cautiously, sliding one foot forward at a time,
working my way across a greasy plank. Winter storms had transformed
the Santa Monica pier into a pile of splintered wood and twisted steel
girders that now tumbled into the dark water. I sat down on the sheared
end of rusted steel beam and let my soot-caked boots dangle out over the
dead sea.
“You don’t have to do this. You don’t owe me a thing.”
Hovering above my head in the warm breeze, sludge-stained gulls
cried, searching for fish, but not willing to get near the water.
They were survivors, smart enough not to join the other rotting corpses
that were being battered about in the dark frothy surf.
I popped the straps of my backpack, and then hung the bundle from
a bent rod that protruded from a shard of concrete. The pack felt
far too light, but then I reminded myself that Nicky had only been twelve
and, of course, small for his age.
“Just throw the whole pack in, Rick.”
A distorted red sun, flecked black by passing clouds, now rested
on the dark Pacific. Not a single ship was out there. Not a
single white sail appeared from over the horizon – and none was likely
to. Peeling back velcro straps, I reached into the backpack and pulled
out Nicky’s list. Like everything else in the world, it was coated
with ash.
“Santa Monica pier, California” I read aloud.
“Just forget me, Rick.”
It was Nicky’s last list. He had updated it almost daily:
adding, changing, deleting. Twelve pages long, and with more than
a thousand entries, it listed all the places he’d go, all the things he’d
see. Nicky had wanted to stand atop the Eiffel Tower, tough the weather-roughened
front paw of the Sphinx, read the original Constitution, cross the Australian
outback to reach Ayers Rock, drift down the Ganges in a rainbow-colored
barge, and even watch the Earth spin by as he floated in the Hilton lobby
of the Low Earth One. And I had promised to take him. I had
made that promise almost as often as he had updated his list. And
Nicky, always smiling, his eyes always trusting, would just rock back and
forth in his wheelchair and dream of the day we’d visit all those places.
For him, it was his only reason for being, while for me, it was a game,
a game I played with a sick little brother who I knew could barely survive
a drive to the corner vid store. I played the game until the day
he died; until the day they all died.
“We’ve finally started,” I said, and pulling out a stub of pencil
from my shirt pocket, I crossed out the entry for the Santa Monica Pier.
Refolding the list carefully, I stuffed it back into the pack. But
before I removed my hand, I grabbed onto something hard, something that
felt gritty and chalk-like. When I pulled that something out, I found
myself holding a third metacarpal from the right hand. In bright
red paint, Nicky’s name was written across it.
“I’m not going to hold you to the promise you make, Rick.
Not now.”
I ran the length of bone between my thumb and index finger, able
to feel the warpage, then closed my hand around it. Trapped in an
almost useless body, Nicky’s world had been one of picture books, vids,
faraway places, and, of course, the promise I’d made.
“I’m holding myself to it,” I answered.
Reaching out toward the sinking sun, into a world tinted pumpkin
orange by the afternoon light, I opened my fist, uncurling one finger at
a time. The bone slipped from my open hand, and twirling end over
end, like some gold-medal caliber Olympic diver, it hit the oily water
without making even the slightest splash. It would sink deep into
the muck,, beyond the reach of anything. A part of Nicky would always
be at the Santa Monica pier. Closing the pack, and picking it up,
I reslung it across my back.
“Don’t do this, Rick,” said Nicky, his voice slightly muffled,
since it now came from somewhere deep within the pack. “It’s doing
bad things to you. It’s why you see the Alines.”
I slowly stood, and shuffled my way across creaking timbers.
Nicky thought I had gone insane, and that the Aliens were all in my mind.
He was wrong. When you’re the last man in the world your very actions
define sanity. I suddenly glanced up, having sensed it, and looked
back toward the shore.
“You can’t ignore it. It’s a symptom, just like my twisted
bones were. It’s a sign that’s telling you that you don’t have to
keep your promise to me.”
As I watched, the Alien quickly moved away, skimming over the
black sand and darting between timbers and beached ships. It was
a loner, its bone bag empty. After months of their scavenging, there
wasn’t a bone left in the entire city. But back on that first morning,
there had been a world full of bones. That morning had been so quiet,
far too quiet. The night before I had just finished a thirty-hour
shift of heart attacks, car accidents and gunshot wounds at the UCLA Med
Center Emergency Room, and nothing short of nuclear explosion should have
been capable of waking me. But the quiet woke me. The sun was
just coming up, my room still filled with gray shadows, but I staggered
out of bed, knowing that I had to go to Nicky’s room. He was already
up, in his wheelchair, and looking out his window. With his back
to me, he sat unmoving. His list lay on the floor, just out of reach
of his black, skeletal hand. I knew he was dead. I had known
he was dead before I had even walked into his room. The quiet had
told me that. I stood next to him. With empty eyes, he stared
through his bedroom window, probably seeing all those faraway places that
he’d never been able to visit. But when I looked through that window,
trying to see even one of those distant places, all that I saw was his
ghost-like reflection superimposed over something that hovered on the other
side of the glass.
The thing was crystalline, about the size and shape of a basketball,
and colored blood red. It looked at me through the thousand facets
of a single rust-red eye that hung suspended from a gossamer-thin stalk.
A single arm, almost glass transparent, jutted out from beneath it.
In its three-fingered hand it clutched a black bag. When I blinked,
it vanished, and I tried to convince myself that I hadn’t actually seen
it.
By nightfall, Nicky was nothing more than bones and black dust.
By the next morning, the sky was filled with Aliens, their bags stuffed
with what I knew were the bones of the dead.
“You won’t get my brother!” I screamed toward the beach.
The Alien sped over the black sand, darting around a tugboat that
was almost smokestack-deep in oily seaweed, then disappeared in a flash
of red light. It must have been the smell of death that had attracted
them, tugging at them from light years away. I wondered if any of
them had been able to detect that telltale scent two months earlier, when
it had first washed up on the Southern California coast. It had been
on a Sunday morning when, suddenly, every emergency room from San Diego
to Santa Barbara had been inundated with people exhibiting identical symptoms:
high fever, abdominal cramping, and diarrhea. Within twenty-four
hours, fatalities had topped ninety-eight percent, but amazingly, after
that, no new cases were reported. Immunology took almost three days
to find the culprit: E. coli. The bacterium resided in the gut of
nearly every man, woman and child on the planet. Normally, it was
an innocuous enough little bug, but this strain had been changed – one
of its genes had been scrambled and sliced. Immunology described
it as a clocked bacterium. Highly contagious, it harmlessly hid in
the gut, doing no real damage, until something happened to it on that particular
Sunday morning. A few snips of unattached DNA, sleeping within one
of its genes, woke up that morning, inserted itself into just
the right location, and transformed harmless E. coli into a killer.
Twenty-four hours later, that same gene clocked again, and E. coli
reverted back to its original, harmless form. More than ten thousand
people had died. Two weeks later, an insignificant island off the
southern tip of Oman was atomically erased in a joint US/Soviet naval exercise.
It was rumored that a gene-splicing lab had been located there. I
knew right then and there that some other mystery bacterium might be sleeping
inside of me, ticking like a bomb. Ten thousand dead had just been
a preview of things to come. Six weeks later, I woke up in a shadow-filled
room, startled by the quiet.
I slipped my thumbs between the backpack straps and my shoulders
and, balancing on a steel girder, walked toward the beach. Nicky’s
rattling bones, and the crying gulls, were the only sounds I heard.
Fourth Flange – Left Foot
Day 37
Nicky had a one-eyes jack showing.
“I’ll hold,” he said.
I was dealer, and with the queen of diamonds and four of clubs
showing, I had to take another hit. The deck felt greasy in my hands.
I peeled off the top card – eight of hearts.
“Busted.”
Reaching across the felt table, I flipped Nicky’s face down card
over – ace of hearts.
“Blackjack,” he said quietly.
Nicky had won every hand. His luck was unbelievable.
I started to reach for a new deck.
“Why?” asked Nicky in a whisper.
I pretended that I hadn’t heard him, and started shuffling the
new deck. I’d gone through at least a hundred decks of cards since
we had arrived in Las Vegas. One hand – one deck. It might
have seemed a bit extravagant, but this was an extravagant place, and these
were undeniably extravagant times.
“Why?” he asked again, this time with more force. The bones
in the backpack rattled.
“Why what?” I knew what he wanted to know. I knew.
“Why are you scattering my bones? Why not just toss them
all away, and stop torturing yourself?”
I dropped the deck of cards, letting them flutter to the casino
floor. There were an infinite number of answers to that question,
but only two that were really important: the lie I would tell Nicky, and
the lie I’d been telling myself.
“It’s like a memorial, Nicky. When I leave a piece of you
at these places, you become a part of all the things you wanted to see.
It’s my gift to you.”
Nicky said nothing.
An invisible knife made of finely tempered steel twisted in my
gut.
Even though he was dead, I still played games with him.
I wasn’t doing this for him, but for me. Every bone I left behind,
whether buried beneath the plaster-of-Paris snow that covered the Matterhorn
at Disneyland, or lying in a shallow pool of brine at the Badwater Basin
in Death Valley, removed some of the guilt. I hadn’t been a practicing
Catholic in over ten years, but the concepts of guilt and salvation had
been beat into me young, when I was unquestioning and willing to believe.
A promise had been broken, and this was my penance. That
was the lie I told myself, knowing it was a lie, but not willing to look
any deeper for the truth. If the lie was this painful, I knew that
the truth would be unbearable.
“Rick.”
I turned, but not toward Nicky’s backpack. I felt them behind
me. Turning quickly, and pulling out the pistol that I had found
in a cop car in San Bernardino, I held it in a two-fisted grasp.
There were three of them, their empty black bone bags lying across
a small sand dune that had crept through the casino’s shattered front window.
“No bones for you today, boys!”
I squeezed the trigger.
Bang!
Glass shattered somewhere across the Strip. They were gone,
alost as if they had never been there.
I stuffed the pistol back into my waistband, enjoying the stinging
pain as the hot barrel singed me, then walked over to the backpack.
I reached in and pulled out a fourth flange from the left foot. Waling
over to the nearest roulette wheel, I gave it a jerk, sending it spinning,
and tossed the bone onto the wheel. With a handful of hundred-dollar
chips, I covered the double zero. It was a long shot, a sucker bet.
It was the only kind of bet worth making.
I went back to the blackjack table and reslung the pack across
my back. The chattering toe bone suddenly went quiet. On my
way of the casino, without even bothering to stop, I glanced at the slowly
turning roulette wheel.
“You can’t lose, Nicky.”
He didn’t answer.
Scapula – Left Shoulder
Day 195
It was midwinter, and unless I kept blinking, my eyeballs iced
over. Steam drifted into a painfully blue sky, while deep beneath
the snow, the Earth rumbled. The place smelled of sulfur and wet
buffalo. Icicles hung from my beard, and my ears were numb.
“Old Faithful,” came Nicky’s muffled voice from deep within the
backpack.
Yellowstone was on the third line of the first page of his list.
I would have crossed it off, but my fingers were so stiff and wind-burned
that I never could have held a pencil. Besides, my hands were full
with one of Nicky’s shoulder blades.
Ice crunched beneath my snowshoes as I maneuvered between Old
Faithful and a half dozen buffaloes that were scavenging beneath the snow,
using their big shaggy heads as snowplows. They weren’t about to
get out of my way. This land was theirs once again, and they knew
it. An old bull, his coat shaggy and mange-ridden, pulled his gray-streaked
head up from out of the snow and looked at me for only a second, as if
he saw a ghost. He snorted steaming breath through his nostrils,
then quickly plunged his head back into the snow.
I stepped from the snow and up onto the edge of the mist-covered
ground that surrounded Old Faithful. Warmth flowed up through my
boots, filling my feet with pins and needles.
Old Faithful had not erupted for at least an hour, and was due
to let go any minute. A face full of scalding steam would be as fatal
as a bullet in the head, but I had nothing to worry about. I couldn’t
die. I was the last man, condemned to wander the world alone, as
punishment for breaking my promise to Nicky. I’d come to realize
that it was God’s will that I wander the world alone, a sort of walking
memorial to what once was. But I’d fooled God. As long as Nicky
was with me, I’d never be alone. I knew that God would never catch
on to my little deception. He’d certainly never noticed Nicky when
the world was alive, so I saw no reason why He’d start noticing him now.
God was more than just a fool, He was an arrogant fool.
I moved slowly, like an old man with brittle bones, across the
rainbow-colored mound that surrounded Old Faithful’s geyser hole.
Steaming water trickled over my boots, and the stench of rotten eggs burned
the roof of my mouth.
“You’ll be warm in there,” I said, and threw Nicky’s shoulder
blade into the throat of the geyser. It bounced against steaming
rock, hit the boiling water, then sank.
A gust of wind suddenly crashed against my back, and I turned,
facing it, feeling it bite into my face. They hovered at the edge
of the geyser basin, just before the treeline – hundreds of them.
No longer carrying their black bone bags, they looked like rubies, shimmering
in the bright sunlight.
“What do they want?” asked Nicky.
Tears ran from the corners of my eyes, quickly freezing before
they could even roll down my cheeks. At first I had thought it was
Nicky’s bones they were after, but it wasn’t that. Nicky was just
one of the billions that had died. They wanted something special,
something rare. They wanted the bones of the last man on Earth.
“Never!” I screamed into the wind, my chapped lips cracking and
my clogged ears popping.
Old Faithful exploded behind me, the heat beating at my back.
But the wind continued to blow, pushing the steam and boiling water away
from me. It was the wind that saved me from the geyser, and the wind
was God’s doing.
“Never,” I whispered.
Femur – Left Leg
Day 352
The garage smelled musty and feral. Judging by the droppings
and debris, I could tell that rats, rabbits, and at least several cats
had made this place their home in the past year.
“I’m surprised this made your list, Nicky,”
Nicky said nothing. The backpack was perched against the
garage wall, nestled between shovels and pruning shears. I knew he
was listening, though – I could hear his bones rattle. He hadn’t
spoken to me for days, not since we had crossed the Mississippi at Hannibal,
Missouri, where we’d visited Mark Twain’s home. He was mad about
something.
I sat cross-legged on the warm concrete floor, munching a Rome
Beauty, and trying to ignore him.
“The largest ball of yarn in Illinois,” I read aloud as I crossed
the entry off.
It sat in the far corner of the garage next to a pile of paint
cans. Made up mostly of yellow and green strands, it couldn’t have
been over four feet in diameter. It was no longer quite round, but
had sagged, probably after having been rained and snowed on. There
was a fist-sized hole in the garage roof directly above it. Glancing
up through that hole, I could see neither blue sky nor white clouds.
The world was red, the sunlight being filtered through the countless Aliens
that hovered over Barry, Illinois.
I started to stand.
“We’re leaving.”
“Haven’t you forgotten something?”
I jumped inside, but stood slowly and smoothly. I wasn’t
about to give Nicky the satisfaction.
“I haven’t forgotten a thing.”
I walked across the garage, giving a plastic sack of fertilizer
a hard kick. I damn near broke my toe, but kept walking. Suddenly
bones rattled, and I heard something snap.
“What are you doing, Nicky?” I asked, trying to sound calm.
My hand hovered over the pack, but I was afraid to touch it.
The garage filled with the sounds of crunching bones.
“Nicky!”
“You have to leave a bone here.”
Crackling sounds continued to come from the pack.
“Not here,” I said. “This place isn’t good enough.”
There were less than fifty bones left. I wasn’t about to waste one
on a four-foot ball of yarn. Nicky deserved better.
“And the other places. Why weren’t they good enough?”
I tried to make a grab for the pack, but something within it shattered,
sounding like breaking glass.
“The Sears Tower? Mt. Rushmore? Mark Twain’s home?”
I said nothing. There was nothing I could say.
“You started this, and you’re going to finish it. You’re
not backing out on this promise.”
“You don’t understand, Nicky.”
The pack was silent for several seconds. Nicky was thinking.
I could feel him think. “What happens to you, Rick, when the last
bone is gone?”
He knew. He could read my mind. When the last of Nicky
was gone, I’d be alone in a world filled with a billion aliens. And
God wouldn’t even let me die. We both knew the truth now.
“You promised.”
I could hear bones grind together, knowing that they were being
reduced to dust. It was blackmail. If I didn’t leave a piece
of him behind, Nicky’d destroy himself, and I’d be alone all that much
sooner.
“Nicky?”
The snap of bones was his only answer.
I yanked at the pack’s straps and, reaching in, pulled out the
largest bone I could grab – a femur from his left leg. I hurled it
at the ball of yarn, where it ricocheted off, then landed in the pile of
paint cans. A rat squealed.
“Satisfied?”
He didn’t answer. I grabbed the pack and, yanking back the
flap, looked in. Not a single bone was splintered, not even cracked.
He had tricked me.
I walked outside. Barry, Illinois, was tinted blood red.
Skull
Day 539
Tears had etched black trenches down Abraham Lincoln’s cheeks.
He sat silently, motionlessly, staring at me from invisible eyes that were
hidden within dark sockets.
“Cross it off the list, Rick.”
Lincoln’s left hand was gone. His shattered fingers lay
strewn across the marble floor.
“Cross it off the list, and move on, Rick.”
But he wasn’t alone any longer. Nicky’s skull sat nestled
in his lap. Lincoln would never be alone. He was the lucky
one.
“We’re done at the Lincoln Memorial, Rick.”
I looked down at the list, and then felt it drop from my hand.
There was no reason to pick it up. When you’re on the pathway to
Hell, you don’t need a list.
I looked one last time at Lincoln. “Why’s he so sad, Nicky?”
“He’s not sad, Rick. He’s just so very tired.”
I nodded. I understood.
Turning, I walked down the steps of the Lincoln Memorial and onto
the street that led to the Arlington Memorial Bridge. The path was
chosen for me. God had seen to that. A deal had been struck.
When the last of Nicky was gone, and God was done with my punishment, He
would give me up to the Aliens. And after the Aliens had taken my
bones, they would deliver me to Hell.
The Aliens lined the street, over a hundred deep, and rose high
above me so that only a narrow gray ribbon of sky was visible. I
walked down a bloodstained canyon, out over the Potomac, heading for the
entrance to Hell.
“It’s almost over now, Rick.”
Nicky was right. There were only five bones left in the
backpack. I was only five bones away from Hell.
Second Lumbar Vertebra
Day 712
It wasn’t the river Styx, and Cerberus, the three-headed do that
guarded the gates, was nowhere to be seen, but there was no doubt in my
mind. I had arrived.
Nicky was little more than a distant whisper now, a stubby piece
of backbone in the front pocket of my frayed blue jeans. This would
be the last spot, and my last day on Earth. Tomorrow I would wake
in Hell. I welcomed it.
For over a month now, I had walked in a red tunnel formed by the
bodies of a trillion Aliens. The sun had been little more than a
diffuse amber glow, barely visible through their crystalline bodies.
But this morning the tunnel had opened. That’s how I knew that I
had arrived at the gates of Hell.
Still standing at the exit of the crystal tunnel, I could smell
salt water. A cool breeze whipped at my shoulder-length hair.
Years ago, I had once stood on this very spot. The huge span, the
cables, and the brick towers were all so familiar. But the roadbed
of the Brooklyn Bridge was no longer paved with pothole-riddled cracked
asphalt. The final pathway that would take me to Hell was paved with
bones.
Stepping forward, I looked out across the East River. The
stone canyons of Manhattan were gone. New York City had vanished,
and in its place was a lone white pillar, dazzling white in reflected sunlight,
reaching up into the sky. It was a tombstone for the world.
This was where the Aliens had brought the bones of five billion dead.
“You must go to the top, Rick,” Nicky whispered from my pants
pocket.
I had known that, the instant I had seen the pillar. Before
the Aliens would send me to Hell, they would first take my bones while
I stood atop the dead world.
“Now, Rick.”
I stepped onto the bone-paved bridge. The dead reached up
for me, sucking the warmth from my body, and would have happily ripped
out my soul had I still owned it. I walked forward.
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My hand shook, but I was able to touch the pillar. Beneath
a thin veneer of cold crystal were stacked the bones of a dead world.
It was perhaps a hundred feet in diameter, but even by craning my neck
back, and peering up into the sky, I couldn’t tell how tall it was.
The pillar didn’t so much end, as simply blur and fade away.
“Enter.”
The voice was cold and emotionless. It had not sounded like
a voice that belonged to the dead, but more like the voice of something
that had never lived.
A panel of bone opened, revealing a tunnel that was bathed in
chalk-white light.
“Enter.”
I didn’t look back.
It was warm inside. The air tasted dry and antiseptic.
I walked slowly, softly, running my hands along the sides of the tunnel,
feeling the roughness of the walls that conformally covered the bones beneath.
The tunnel quickly ended at a small raised pedestal of red crystal.
“Enter.”
“I’m scared, Rick,” whispered Nicky.
I stepped up onto the pedestal. Above me, bored through
this pillar of bone, was a shaft that rose into the milky-white light.
“Hold.”
From between my feet, a filament of red crystal extended itself,
the slender stalk rising up to my waist, bisecting itself, then sprouting
two hand-sized grips. I grabbed hold.
My stomach dropped, and my vision momentarily tunneled.
The bone wall of shaft sped by, rapidly transforming itself into a featureless
sheet of white nothingness.
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“Exit.”
I stepped from the pedestal. Bone reflected incandescent
white in the stark sunlight. Unflickering stars filled a black sky.
“Where are we, Rick?”
I walked forward to the edge of the pillar. A nearly translucent
crystal barrier that probably held in air and heat kept me from walking
to the very edge and stepping off into the dark void.
The Earth curved beneath me. Blues, greens and whites ran
to the distant horizon. We were in space, perhaps a hundred miles
up, standing on the bones of five billion people. And as I watched
the world below me, there was movement. Like fireflies, but pulsing
blood red, the Aliens swarmed upward.
“You are the last.”
I turned.
Hovering before me was an Alien. No different from any of
the others, it gently bobbed and floated on invisible air currents.
Its rust-red eye, fully extended on its gossamer stalk, strained towards
me.
“You are the last,” it said again in the same cold and mechanical
voice that had first told me to enter the pillar.
I reached into my pocket, and pulled out Nicky’s second lumbar
vertebra. I offered the Alien my open hand. Nicky’s last bone
rested on my flat palm.
“Take the bones from both of us, then send me to Hell,” I said.
I wanted it over.
The Alien floated near, reached out its crystalline fingers for
the piece of Nicky’s backbone, but then pulled its hand away.
“We know nothing of Hell,” it said.
The world turned crimson as Aliens swarmed around and over the
tip of the pillar.
“You made a deal with God. In exchange for my bones, you’ll
send me to Hell.” It couldn’t possibly deny that.
“We know nothing of God,” it said.
My knees gave way, and I fell to the hard and knobby bone platform.
“Send me to Hell!” I had to go. In Hell there’d be others.
Nicky was leaving me, and God wouldn’t let me die. If the Aliens
didn’t send me to Hell, I’d be left here alone. Alone forever.
“There’s much work for you to do.”
I was hearing the words, but there seemed to be no meaning associated
with them. “Work?”
The Alien waved its stubby fingers, and a delicate crystalline
tube grew from out of the platform’s surface.
“Look,” it said.
I stood, my knees still shaky, but managed to walk. The
crystalline tube looked like a telescope, and was aimed down toward the
Earth, pointing somewhere eastward. I peered into the eyepiece.
There were fields of green and gold, white-watered rivers, and,
almost hidden beneath autumn-colored trees, a small town. And as
I watched, the magnification of the telescope increased. Smoke drifted
up from the chimneys. Cows grazed, and a flock of frightened sheep,
kicking up a cloud of dust, darted across a dirt road.
People filled the town square.
People.
Magnification again increased. They wore bib overalls, turbans,
flowing white robes, and some even rainbow-colored loincloths. A
pack of children, their skin color covering the spectrum from the palest
of whites to the most ebony black, chased a mongrel-looking dog around
a haystack.
“Survivors,” I whispered. I turned back to face the Alien.
“You won’t be alone,” said Nicky, his voice sounding distant,
but coming from the palm of my hand. “God never intended that you
should be alone.”
“You are the last,” said the Alien.
“How did they get there?” I asked. I’d wandered the world
for almost two years, certain that I was the only one left, the only one
that had survived, with only Nicky for company.
“Days after the human population was nearly destroyed, when we
were certain that the few survivors would not continue to live unless they
were gathered together, we made ourselves known, and brought the survivors
to that village.”
“Why didn’t you bring me?” I asked, feeling the weight of
the last two years pressing me into the bone beneath my feet.
It hovered silently for several seconds, its stalk eye staring
up, seeming to look past the trillions of crystalline bodies. “Because
you know,” it said, now looking back down at me. “You know what it
is to keep a promise to the dead.” It reached out toward me with
a closed fist. “Just as we know hoe to keep a promise.” It
opened its hand, exposing a shard of rose-colored glass. “Before
your distant ancestors dropped down from the trees and walked across the
savannas, we had almost destroyed ourselves. Our world was different
from yours, a place of ammonia seas and ice glaciers. But, just like
you, we had devised an almost infinite number of ways to annihilate ourselves.
We eventually used one of them. The few survivors would have perished,
but they were gathered up by an ancient race that had been watching over
us, knowing that someday we might stumble and fall. They gathered
the crystalline husks of our dead, and assembled them into a pillar that
reached toward the stars. Living in the shadow of our bones, we never
forgot the debt we owned that ancient race, or how someday, when we were
able, we would pay them back.”
“How?” I asked needlessly, certain that I already knew the answer.
I looked at the red-tinted glass in its hand.
“Just before they left, they gave us a single bone. It came
from their own pillar, assembled for them, by an even more ancient race
that had once saved them just as they had saved us. They told us
that their debt would be paid only when the last bone of their pillar was
gone. We understood, and knew what was required of us to pay our
own debt.” It held the rose-colored shard toward me. “This
is a husk splinter from our own pillar.” Reaching forward, it dropped
the shard into the palm of my hand, where it rested next to Nicky’s vertebra.
“Your debt will be repaid when this pillar no longer exists.”
I looked down at my feet. I stood on the remains of five
billion people, which contained a trillion bones.
“You know what it is to pay debts, to keep a promise to the dead.
That is why you are the one we’ve told this to.”
“Can I ask you a favor?” I said.
“Yes,” it answered.
Placing the crystal husk in my pocket, I then held Nicky’s vertebra
out toward the Alien.
“Nicky?” I said quietly.
He didn’t answer.
“Nicky, you’ll see places that not even you dreamed of seeing.
Will you go with them?”
“Thank you for keeping your promise,” whispered Nicky in a voice
so faint that I could barely hear it.
“Would you please take this with you?” I asked, offering Nicky’s
second lumbar vertebra to the Alien. It hovered near, and reaching
down, plucked the bone from my hand. It then floated upward, passing
through the crystalline shield, and merged into the red whirlwind that
spun around the tip of the pillar.
“Good-bye, Nicky.”
There was no answer. Only the hard pinpricks of starlight
shone down on me. I walked back to the pedestal, knowing that it
would take me back to the base of the pillar, and knowing that from there
I would find that town that lay somewhere to the east. As I took
those few steps, two years of insanity, God and Hell, and even talking
bones, seemed to evaporate like mist before the rising sun.
Our pillar was built from a trillion bones. The universe
would be long dead and cold before we could save a trillion races.
But of course the Aliens knew that. The debt could never by fully
repaid. Just like them, we would forever be in the shadow of bones.
“Good-bye, Rick.”
I looked up into that dark sky once more, having thought that
I had heard Nicky’s voice. But there was nothing there, nothing except
the distant stars.